i’m so excited right now that i literally can’t sit still. i’m going to dine with the princesses in the castle at disney world in a few months~
it makes it so much more real for me. i don’t think i can explain to anyone how much i love disney without them thinking i’m completely insane. it pulled me out of so many bad times and reminded me that i need to keep dreaming. last year i probably would have spiraled and crashed if it hadn’t been for that trip to disney. it was the only thing i looked forward to, the only thing i kept saying ‘you have to hang on, it’s almost disney time, just a little longer’.
so, in short, i’m basically the happiest girl ever right now.
now excuse me while i listen to some disney songs and calculate exactly how long i have until my trip so i can count it off like last year (i started about five months before, so it’s a little less this time!)
so i feel like, as a harry potter fan, my mom asking whether i want to go to disney world (which i went to for my birthday last year, all four parks, and get to go to for my graduation again) or the wizarding world of harry potter should have been an easy answer
but i thought about it seriously for a few seconds and then said disney world.
honestly, last year it was one of the only things that kept me together. it’s the happiest place for me. i cried so many times that week, because i was so genuinely happy. i burst into tears the first time someone said, “happy birthday, princess!” because i felt like a princess. after years of hating myself and feeling worthless, it was amazing.
also i met my first love and i don’t think i’ve ever blushed that much in my life. i’m sorry, peter pan is always going to be a ridiculous crush. he sets a high standard, man. all those silly pictures i have of him making faces and me blushing and hysterically giggling are probably my favorite pictures ever. my face hurt so much after that last day. i physically couldn’t stop smiling. my mouth got stuck.
ajskdkf disney world here i come.
